Qualification

The tired smile ,
meaningless concern ,
and those slight feel of love ,
I tell myself ,
It's all fake .

I'm tired ,
really really tired .

There's nobody that wanna face the truth ,
the cruel and unfair truth .

I disguist myself behing the truth  ,
perhaps ,
I obtain something better .

I lost my happiness ,
joy ,
and how to smile truely with my heart .

I lost interest in everything ,
starting to look down at myself .

I realised ,
I'm not qualify to love anyone ,
because ,
I don't even love myself .