Titleless....

I can't spit out any words anymore ,
my brain was like a piece of plain white paper ,
Drown by blankness....

Lying on a croach ,
under the bright lights ,
I close my eyes .

Nerves in my brain stopped functioning ,
My tear gland was suddenly out of my control for some reasons ,
Somehow , I'm lost ;

What do i really want ?
Before i collapse ,
How long more can i still stand___...